I Will Hold Space For
Your Darkness
A First Responder Mental Health Podcast;
Hosted by Erin Jane


Podcast Host: Episode 1
Erin Nugent: Introduction

Podcast Guest; Episode 2
Beata - ED Nurse and Former Crisis Counsellor at Suicide Prevention Organization

Podcast Guest; Episode 3
Dave - Firefighter and Lieutenant from MA; 22+ years experience.

Podcast Guest; Episode 4
Elise - Detective Sergeant with Australian State Police Force, Trauma Informed Yoga Instructor, Domestic Violence Advocate

Podcast Guest; Episode 5 & 6
Travis Gribble - 24 year career in Law Enforcement, SWAT Team Leader, My Arena Founder.

Podcast Guest; Episode 7
Hayley - Former Senior Sergeant with Australian Police Force, Trauma Informed Yoga Instructor

Podcast Guest; Episode 8
Keith Hanks - Former Fighterfighter/EMT with 21 Years of Service, Mental Health Advocate

Podcast Guests; Episode 9
Elise and Hayley - Current and Former Australian Police Officers, Trauma Informed Yoga Instructors

Podcast Guest; Episode 10
Chucky - Firefighter and Navy Veteran

Podcast Guest; Episode 11
Fidel - NYC Paramedic

Podcast Guest; Episode 12
Michael Sugrue - Air Force Veteran, Former Police Sgt, Co-Author "Relentless Courage"

Podcast Host; Episode 13
Bonus! End of Year Reflections and Intentions with Erin Jane

Podcast Guest; Episode 14
Deborah Green - Dispatcher for 27+ years, Former National Guard and Military Police Member

Podcast Guest; Episode 15
Dave - Correctional Officer from MA, 17+ experience, including Crisis Negotiation.

Podcast Guest; Episode 16
Chris Littrell - Air Force and Law Enforcement Veteran, 25 Years of Service, Gravity Podcast Host

Podcast Guest; Episode 17
Jen Lewis - Former Dispatcher, First Responder Wellness & Meditation Coach, Reiki Master Practitioner, TOC Resource

Podcast Host; Episode 18
Erin Jane Solo - New Year Check In, Small Wins and Finding Your Rhythm - Plus Important Announcement!

Podcast Host; Episode 19
Aussie Update! Erin Jane, with a First Responder Mental Health Conversation from Australia.

Podcast Guest; Episode 20
James Boomhower - Critical Care Transport Specialist; Paramedic, Stay Fit 4 Duty Founder, Graduate Intern Clinical Psychology, EMS for 20+ Years.

Podcast Guest; Episode 21, 22, 23 & 24
Matt Pitcher - Former UnderCover Operative, 22 Year Career in Law Enforcement, Medal of Valor Recipient

Podcast Host; Episode 25
Erin Jane - May 2024 Check In, Heavy Start To The Year

Podcast Guest; Episode 26
Josh Bailey - Former ADF Member and Australian Police Officer, Provisional Psychologist

Podcast Host; Episode 27
Erin Jane - Feedback, Unique Experiences, National Police Week & Man vs Bear

Podcast Guest; Episode 28 & 29
Chrissy - First Responder Spouse, Police Wife Coach

Podcast Guest; Episode 30
Justin Cotte - Former Police Officer, K9 Handler, Detective, Civilian Investigator, Grad Psych Student

Podcast Host; Episode 31
Erin Jane on Men's Mental Health and PTSD Awareness Month

Podcast Guest; Episode 32
Steve Powers - USMC Veteran, Former Law Enforcement Officer 26 years, Founder of "Hashtag BuddyCheck"

Podcast Guest; Episode 33
Jeff Fields - 22 year Law Enforcement Veteran, Including DEA and DHS, Author of "Sober From Sin" and LEO Addiction Advocate

Podcast Guest; Episode 34
Egan de los Cobos - Firefighter/Paramedic, Certified Health Coach, Founder of First Wellness Health

Podcast Guest; Episode 35
Kenny Mitchell Jr - Retired Lt Firefighter with 22 years Experience, Founder of "Operation Yellow Tape", Keynote Speaker, Coach & Mental Health Advocate

Podcast Guest; Episode 36
Josh Grandinetti - Firefighter/Captain from AZ, Founder of "Foundation Fortified", Mindfulness Practices Specific for First Responders, Certified & Trauma Sensitive Mindfulness Instructor

Podcast Guest; Episode 37
Chris "Kable" Martinez; US Army Ranger Veteran, 24 Year Law Enforcement Veteran, Coach, Motivational Speaker, Breathwork Facilitator, Author of "The Calm Warrior"

Podcast Guest; Episode 38
Mike Morgan - 30 Year Police Veteran, Mental Health & Plant-Based Medicine Advocate

Podcast Guest; Episode 39
Tim Gardiner - USMC Vet, Former Police Officer, "Operation Righteous Valor" & Mental Health Advocate

Podcast Guest; Episode 40
Vance Row - Former 20+ Year Law Enforcement and Founder of "Yoga Rescue"

Podcast Guest; Episode 41
Doug White - USAF Veteran, 25 Year Law Enforcement Career, Author of "Hiding In Plain Sight"

Podcast Host; Episode 42
2024 Round Up with Erin Jane

Podcast Guest; Episode 43
Bart Wichowski - US Army Veteran, Purple Heart Recipient, 20 Year Law Enforcement Career, Mental Health Clinician

Podcast Guest; Episode 44
Heidi Chance - REtired Detective with 27+ years in Law Enforcement, Human Trafficking SME, Founder of "A Chance For Awareness", Author

Podcast Guest; Episode 45
Chris Moore - Firefighter Captain, Mental Health Advocate, Suicide Attempt Survivor

Podcast Guest; Episode 46
Josh Bailey Returns! - ADF Veteran, Former LEO; Commemorating Service & The Complicated Emotions That Can Arise

Podcast Guest; Episode 47
AK Dozanti - Former Deputy Sheriff, First Responder Wellness Coach & Specialist, Author of "Beat The Burnout"

Podcast Guest; Episode 48
Travis Gribble Returns! - Former LEO/SWAT, Post Traumatic Growth & Mental Health Advocate

Podcast Guest; Episode 49
Josh Grandinetti Returns! - Paramedic/Former Fire Captain, "Foundation Fortified", DJ/Host on The Thin Line Rock Station

Podcast Guests; Episode 50
Collaboration with Nick Lopez (Former LEO & Code Three Industries) and Josh Bailey (Former ADF & LEO) - Addressing LODD

Podcast Guest; Episode 51
Matt Newlands - Former Aussie Cop, Co-Founder of "Frontline Mental Health", Counsellor, Speaker & Educator

Podcast Guest; Episode 52
Dr Medina Baumgart - Police Psychologist, Author of "Surviving Retirement", Host "We Carry This" Podcast

Podcast Guest; Episode 53